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why am i still hopeful?… because i believe yellow would come @ the right time and place…and when that time comes…all heartaches will be gone…i would forget i even waited…all will be wonderful…not because there wont be hardships…it just that there will now be the two of you…not one…because TWO hearts are better than a one-sided love.

*one-side love, in it’s own right is a complete love*, *I want my love to love the one he loves* — shishuru (tada, kimi aishiteru)

one of my favorite movies is GOT TO BELIEVE IN MAGIC, though i am very familiar with it’s theme song which reminds me of PROM night, it is only now that i really appreciated its message…"got to believe in magic, tell me how do people find each other in a world that’s full of strangers. you got to believe in magic, something stronger than the moon above, cause it’s magic when TWO people fall in love…" MAGIC…that’s what i felt the moment i looked him in the eyes and realized i like him in a very unique way…though this may sound funny, but it’s as if his eyes were blinking lights (like that of Christmas lights, only that they come in just one color, very light yellow)…That’s the MAGIC.

but isn’t magic just an illusion as most people would argue?

i would want to believe otherwise, but how?

when i know he wont see me…ever…

maybe it was just MY ILLUSION…just another misinterpreted affection…was it?

he’s afraid of love…because for him it’s too beautiful…like the girl he’s always been praying for…would i chose to be in her place? wouldn’t that be more painful…but at least he loves her…who knows, he might finally get the courage to make love happen…then they would live happily ever after.

as for me…

I’ll just wait for the next magician whose favorite color is yellow…

It’s time to let you go

It’s time to say goodbye

There’s no more excuses

No more tears to cry

There’s been so many changes

I was so confused

All along you were the one

All the time I never knew

I want you to be happy

You’re my best friend

But it’s so hard to let you go now

All that could have been

I’ll always have the memories

She’ll always have you

Fate has a way of changing

Just when you don’t want it to

*Throw away the chains

Let love fly away

Till love comes again

I’ll be okay

Life passes so quickly

You gotta take the time

Or you’ll miss what really matters

You’ll miss all the signs

I’ve spent my life searching

For what was always there

Sometimes it will be too late

Sometimes it won’t be fair

*

I won’t give up

I won’t give in

I can’t recreate what just might have been

I know that my heart will find love again

Now is the time to begin

*

Yipeeee…Well at least now I’m free…
Wala ng bahid ng anumang malisya ang aming pagkakaibigan hahahaha…
Hindi na ako maguguilty sa mga motives ko.

Salamat!

Haaayyy…
Bakit ganun, parang gusto ko na sya kalimutan..?
Gi-give up na naman ba ako? again? Dapat kasi hindi ko tinitingnan yung gusto nyang babae, nadidiscourage lang ako hehehe.
Hehehe…well…what’s new.
Nagiging impatient na naman ako…
Tama si Ruby, dapat makuntetnto na ako…
masaya naman ang one-sided love (kahit papano…)
Kusa rin itong mawawala…

Pag nagkataon…
Wag lang sya magmumulto..Ok na.

Love ko na ba si 2007?

April 5 - Nagdadasal ako kay Lord at ng asa matters nako of the heart, bigla ko na lang sya hiningi kay Lord…uh oh…

April 6 - Nagdadasal ulit ako, bigla ko na lang nasabi na, "mahal ko po itong taong to."

Mahal ko na kaya sya? Bakit hindi?

Alam mo ba kung sino?
Alam mo ba kung ano?
Alam mo ba kung saan?
Alam mo ba kung kailan?
Alam mo ba na ako?
Alam mo ba’ng nandito?
Minamahal kita
Mahal na mahal kita
Ngayon alam mo na -

Last night I cried, I just realized then how badly I want to be with him. My heart was aching that there’s no way but a release…

What if…

No, no what ifs, because I know i can never be anyone more, than a friend.

I hate myself for feeling down and frustrated, so what if he doesn’t like me?!!
That only means he’s not yet the one <sigh>

"True Love Waits"

Wuy, ano ka ba? bilisan mo..
mejo naiinip na ako, mejo lang naman
kaya pa kitang antayin…
Antayin kita Ü

Actually the title doesn’t have anything to do with what I want to say.
All i want to tell the world is "I’m raising the white flag"
He wouldn’t even look at me.

Pathetic, just so pathetic…

Drama mode, hahaha
Hey, it’s not the end of the world.
But how’s that, when he’s your world?

Wuy, joke lang yun, you shouldn’t take me seriously hehehe

Does spaceship really traverse lightyears, can I wait that long?
All this time am waiting for Alien to invade my world.
But seems like they really don’t exist afterall…
…or maybe he’s already landed on someone else’s world.